Jeez! I actually have finished my writing and I was ready to post it BUT the internet connection has successfully ruined it.
I borrowed my brother's cell phone b/c the internet connection is obviously good.

Anw, at this special time i wanna wish you a very glamorous christmas and a happy new year. I hope it's not that late to greet you, guys.

Christmas is the most beautiful time in my life. Perhaps, some of you are spending your time with family. Others may be spending their whole holidays working,,, ah, nay! Not good...

FYI, I had so many lessons to be learned this year: i learned to be strong, and to be tough as well. I learned to be more modest. I learned to be optimist, yet know when i have to stop. I learned to listen (OMG! This is the toughest one). I learned to be honest. I learned to understand ppl. I learned to accept my life just the way it is. I learned that making my dreams real is much better than just having dream. I learned that i still have to learn... I learned that GOD doesn't give what i always want, but I can guarantee that HE always give what i really need :)

I faced a million of troubles.
I found ppl who dislike me.
I met good ppl.
I was blessed with a basket of blessings, chances, and choices.
I always got angry when HE did not make what i want become real. I forgot that HE always works in a mysterious way. HE always know my own good...
i always wanted GOD to make me based on what i want HE makes me. I forget that HE also has own purposes on me...

I'm just thinking how busy i was and how busy i am gonne be, and suddenly i forget how kind HE is for giving me chances, troubles, and many things. Those fantastically make me tough and stronger as well.

This christmas is the toughest christmas i would have had... I was demanded to making choices. Well, i know you know that every choice i take contains consequence. Life's full of risks huh?
But i sometimes became an impulsive one to take a choice without thinking more deeply. Hopefully, i still have a chance to make anything better.

Besides all, i just really want to have a new spirit to fulfill HIS duty and to keep my promises to my parents that i'll be graduate soon. Hehe. Wismilak, guys! Aaah, this year is just about counting down the days... It seems we've to make another resolution for next year... godspeed!